Monday, February 21, 2011

Really bad.

I've been so sick these past 2 days...

Not like vomit sick, just feeling awful, really stiff and i've been having awful pains in my waist/hips area... I know it's not that time of the month, since i just had it, but it's so horrible. My moms been making me eat foods taht are (of course healthy!) but rich in nutrients since i've been most likely missing them. My iron is probably really low too since i've been drinking around 2-3 cups of tea a day.

I don't know what to do. I'm still at 150, but i don't know how i can reach my goal of 135 by my birthday if i can't properly fast? I think i'm going to have to change my goal to 140, or get past 145. I know i shouldn't set my goals so high in the first place, but i really thought i could do it. My mind is still in the game, but my body is quickly giving up on me...

But then again- I'm also wondering if my body is becoming all crazy because i'm not eating, and i should continue to not eat a lot and my body will return to normal? Gosh i really don't know what to do.

I'll figure it out eventually...

~A Broken Dreamer ♥