I'm not doing very well... My last recorded weight was 150.2 and i'm sure i've gained a pound or 2. I feel like i have atleast. I can't be surprised however. I feel like i've been eating more than usual these past few days. A lot of peanut butter... The only good thing about PB is it makes you feel full since it's so thick, but of course it's really high in calories. This is not good.
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I think i'll have to go back to eating dinner instead of lunch, since it all went bad when i switched. I'm better at fighting off hunger during the day when i'm busy, but at night it's so difficult. I'm going to weigh in tonight before i go to bed, and then tomorrow morning to see what the deal is. I'm expecting to weight around 153. I hope i'm wrong. I can't find my laxatives either! I think my mom hid them or something. If i knew where they were i could take a few and hopefully get back to normal. I'm gonna keep looking for them however, and if i can find em, i'll start taking them each day till i get to my goal weight of 145 (short term)
135 is my goal for march!! My birthday is March 4th and i'm NOT going to be a fatty. I'm going to be thin enough so that i can go out and buy some really nice things, dresses, skirts, anything i can! I'm so sick of being a big lard ass on my birthdays, and it's my 17th birthday! I've got to look nice, there are no excuses as to why i should be huge.
That being said...
I have 35 days to loose 16 lbs... That means about 5-6 lbs a week... I can definitely do it! I'm just gotta to... Focus! I might attempt the tea fast again, or just the regular, no food or drink fast in general... Depending on what i weigh tomorrow will decide it for me.
~A Dreamer ♥
