Okay so i'm going to stop posting on blogspot~ I'll keep the blog up in case i change my mind, but i really do prefer Tumblr. A lot more support and inspiration from others.
Add MYFitnesssPal on the iphone/itouch app~!! My account is Masuqeraderrr
Oh and i changed my url for my tumblr since it was kinda weird before... http://mythinreflection.tumblr.com/
See you all later (:
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Tumblr ~
I absolutely love tumblr!
I use it for my artistic media, posting wips, inspiration, and just funny videos and what not-
Many people make tumblrs for photography, fashion, anime, traveling, really anything you can think of...
So why not make one to help keep my anorexia buddies motivated?
http://deceivingmirror.tumblr.com/ is my link, and i'll promise to keep it updated often, as tumblr is such an easy program to use~ Follow me, or bookmark me, and i hope that i can keep you inspired to want to be thin ♥
I'll continue to update on here as well, but i've been very busy lately so posting and writing out my life takes some time.
I hope to see you all in tumblr (:
~A Dreamer ♥
I use it for my artistic media, posting wips, inspiration, and just funny videos and what not-
Many people make tumblrs for photography, fashion, anime, traveling, really anything you can think of...
So why not make one to help keep my anorexia buddies motivated?
http://deceivingmirror.tumblr.com/ is my link, and i'll promise to keep it updated often, as tumblr is such an easy program to use~ Follow me, or bookmark me, and i hope that i can keep you inspired to want to be thin ♥
I'll continue to update on here as well, but i've been very busy lately so posting and writing out my life takes some time.
I hope to see you all in tumblr (:
~A Dreamer ♥
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Time to reach goals...
Does it stress you out? Or help you out?
It really depends... OVerall i don't think it helps me out. Sadly, i can get easily frustrated when results aren't quick- in this case, my weight loss is taking so long. I'm eating healthy, very little, and i'm still fat. I wake up in the morning and have something, under 400-500 calories. Around 150 calories worth of cheezits a day, and then whether i eat dinner or not? Whatever the case, i'm always under 1,00 no matter what! I just hate how i do this every time...
I've got so many nice dresses and skirts, shirts and shorts, but i can't wear them. My stupid big breasts are always making me feel like some mature lady, someone might be looking down them, or thinking "wow her boobs are big" and i hate it so much! If the dress line isn't at the right spot, i look like a little muffin that cooked over. It's disgusting. But then every day i just sweep it aside...
Please, to whoever is watching over me, just please. Give me the willpower to lose all this weight so i can be skinny like when i was younger! So i can wear whatever i want, not having to ask "Do you have this in a Large?" just so they can say no... I want them to say "Sorry, we ran out of extra smalls". I can't keep living like this glutton, who fears to go outside just because she knows she has to wear a baggy sweatshirt, her size 15 pants and minimizer bra.
I know it's a horrible thing to ask for God, but please... Give me anorexia. Make me unable to eat. Destroy my mind, make me starve for days. Have my mind fear food. I just want to be thin.
That's all I've ever wanted.
~A Broken Dreamer ♥
It really depends... OVerall i don't think it helps me out. Sadly, i can get easily frustrated when results aren't quick- in this case, my weight loss is taking so long. I'm eating healthy, very little, and i'm still fat. I wake up in the morning and have something, under 400-500 calories. Around 150 calories worth of cheezits a day, and then whether i eat dinner or not? Whatever the case, i'm always under 1,00 no matter what! I just hate how i do this every time...
I've got so many nice dresses and skirts, shirts and shorts, but i can't wear them. My stupid big breasts are always making me feel like some mature lady, someone might be looking down them, or thinking "wow her boobs are big" and i hate it so much! If the dress line isn't at the right spot, i look like a little muffin that cooked over. It's disgusting. But then every day i just sweep it aside...Please, to whoever is watching over me, just please. Give me the willpower to lose all this weight so i can be skinny like when i was younger! So i can wear whatever i want, not having to ask "Do you have this in a Large?" just so they can say no... I want them to say "Sorry, we ran out of extra smalls". I can't keep living like this glutton, who fears to go outside just because she knows she has to wear a baggy sweatshirt, her size 15 pants and minimizer bra.
I know it's a horrible thing to ask for God, but please... Give me anorexia. Make me unable to eat. Destroy my mind, make me starve for days. Have my mind fear food. I just want to be thin.
That's all I've ever wanted.
~A Broken Dreamer ♥
Friday, March 11, 2011
Spring is the time of the Thin
Winter is a very hard time for me to loose weight... My birthday plus Christmas, ONTOP of that, the big move we just had, and the biggest factor, not a lot of foods are in season. I love veggies and fruits, and i could easily survive on them alone. But if they aren't ripe or good looking my mom refuses to buy them, and thus our kitchen is filled with grains and dairy, along with many other unhealthy delights.
She just went out and bought celery, tons of frozen fruit and some other things i can eat without feeling bad about myself.
I realize my goal of loosing all the weight before my birthday was a bit stressful. So i'm starting a new routine. Every Monday and maybe Thursday morning i will weigh in. I'm going to try to reach a goal of 135 by April 24 (easter). That's around 20 lbs in over 40 days, i'm sure i can do it!
I can easily loose 10 or 15 lbs but whenever i reach 150 lbs i get stuck. I can almost never get down to 145 which is horrible since i don't know how i plan to do all this? I think i'm going to have to intensify my diet a bit. Maybe go on the 2468 or ABC i'm not sure.
Well i just had a cup of green tea, and this 100 calorie bagel with strawberry jam, but i'm going to try to hold out til dinner and have something small.
To my followers, i love you guys and i wish you all the best of luck!Spring is around the corner and i'm sure you have some really cute shorts and skirts and dresses you want to wear, showing off your long skinny legs and lovely collarbones ~!
~A Dreamer ♥
She just went out and bought celery, tons of frozen fruit and some other things i can eat without feeling bad about myself.I realize my goal of loosing all the weight before my birthday was a bit stressful. So i'm starting a new routine. Every Monday and maybe Thursday morning i will weigh in. I'm going to try to reach a goal of 135 by April 24 (easter). That's around 20 lbs in over 40 days, i'm sure i can do it!
I can easily loose 10 or 15 lbs but whenever i reach 150 lbs i get stuck. I can almost never get down to 145 which is horrible since i don't know how i plan to do all this? I think i'm going to have to intensify my diet a bit. Maybe go on the 2468 or ABC i'm not sure.
Well i just had a cup of green tea, and this 100 calorie bagel with strawberry jam, but i'm going to try to hold out til dinner and have something small.
To my followers, i love you guys and i wish you all the best of luck!Spring is around the corner and i'm sure you have some really cute shorts and skirts and dresses you want to wear, showing off your long skinny legs and lovely collarbones ~!
~A Dreamer ♥
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