I weighed in this morning at 151.5 lbs and so far today i've eatin this whole wheat antipasta salad, reduced fat cheesits (at least 150 calories) and apple cidar/green tea. Sadly, i went to be VERY late last night so i'm hoping that i can get to bed by at least 1 tonight and get a good nights rest. I know that getting a good amount of sleep can really help with not being so hungry.Anyways, that's all i plan to eat today, aside from some prunes and more green tea. On my weight graph it shows so far that i can reach 135 lbs by March 2, but i know it's only based on that i was able to loose 2 lbs in 1 day. I think i'm going to keep today really simple...
I was just thinking the only way i don't eat is when i'm sleeping, showering, drawing... So i'm going to finish up my homework, get done with at least 3 lessons in Mythology, 3 in math and hopefully finish up my essay for Science. Iwanna work on some artwork tonight, and then for about 2 hours, then take a shower and get to bed nice and early... Maybe i'll take some sleeping pills and get to bed at 11 or something. I'm not sure...
It's 3:30 pm right now, so i've got *does the math* about 10-11 hours to spend NOT eating, which i can do. I really thing creating a schedule is good for not eating. Like the only time i can eat is if i'm watching tv, or sitting down at the dinner table.
So i was drawing last night, and i seriously HATE the womens human form... Like there's nothing i find about it that i like at all. I prefer to draw boys because... They have no curves, flat and short hair. Not that i want to be a boy, i love being a girl. But i'm quite jealous that boys have some of the body aspects i wish i had. It really makes me not want to eat though...It's like, Boobs= Fat, so until i have no boobs, then i will be able to say "I am not fat in any way." that's my goal. I know i keep saying that, but it's one of my biggest motivators!
**I'm not going to be posting the links anymore, the pics aren't by me, from another site.**
