Reborn.

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This weekend, i had family visiting from 6 hours away and man... My family is Italian, and because of that, we have a lot of family gatherings where we eat... A lot. Plus everyone knows how to cook, or the best places to eat, and it was really hard.

Saturday night was good. I got a salad that was basically a piece of iceberg lettuce, 4 cherry tomatos and bleu cheese dressing. I know i should have asked for a balsamic, but my family was already interrogating me for passing up the nachos appetizer, ditching the hamburger original meal, and ordering water. Yesterday and today i was able to ditch them all as they went to eat breakfast, but is till had to partake in dinner. I got chinese food last night, and that didn't end well. I won't even go into detail. Then today i ate 1 1/2 organic toaster pastries, white rice, and sweet potato fries (at a restaurant).

AND of course my mother says to me "You've been really obsessed with your appearance lately..." I know she's catching on. She's not an idiot.

Well tomorrow i have somewhat of a plan on what i will be eating. No one's going to be home, so i don't have to eat til my mom gets back from work around 5! I'll probably have a salad, a chik pattie, or these spinach roll things we bought the other day at Trader Joes.

I can't be 100% living the anorexic lifestyle because 2 times previous to this time, i was caught. So my mom has a really good eye on me, of course we can easily get around this with some new tactics. I'm just eating REALLY healthy foods, small quantities and low in calories. Also, i'm going to take a picture of my body tomorrow. Like a fully body, so that i can have a before and after of my progress when i finally reach the 110-120 i want to be. 

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I urge everyone to do this. I think it's great for yourself and others. The picture can be a constant reminder of your weight, as well as a goal that you want an awesome before and after! Plus, it's good thinspiration for other girls and yourself. If you have to loose the weight again, you can refer to your before & after and see that You've done it before.... You can do it again!

~A Dreamer ♥