Thursday, September 8, 2011

Back! + Writing a lot

So I recently took a break from this whole ana life... Due to my health just not being in a good spot and over all, loss of motivation. Lucky for me- I only gained about 3 lbs during it all, and right now I'm at 150, as of this morning!!

Here is my tumblr for inspiration, motivating pictures and images - Faerieandpuppets.tumblr.com but I'm going to be posting my more personal things here.

I'm going to start being more comfortable with myself. I see all these girls who post their photos and they look so beautiful and gorgeous. I can never take a decent photo of myself. Ever. I've got a nice camera, a tripod and tons of clothes, places to go, people to see... so how come I can never take nice photos? Well because I have this extra flab on my face. It looks like a double chin to me, but everyone says I'm still growing.

I'm 17. I'm gonna stop growing any minute now. There are these blogger who take self portraits of themselves and I am too an artist, so why can't I look nice as well?! I don't want to be one of those artists who lets themselves go. I love fashion and looking nice a lot. Maybe a little too much? Who knows..

Now I'm a bit more inspired to lose the weight. I have comic con coming up, my first time EVER going to one, and I just want to look super cute and thin in my outfit. It's in about a month, and a couple days. If I can even go, I'm dressing up as a Japanese School Girl Sailor Fuku Uniform. My hair should be about to my armpits by then, and if I can.. I'm going to try and lose 10 lbs! Just enough to show a change, you know?

My new dieting plan seems to be working? So far this morning I'm just eating REALLY healthy. Lots of fiber (Oat mean, oat bran, wheat bread) and then fruits, veggies. This morning I had Blueberry Oatbran, and a cup of tea, with a slice of whole wheat toast with butter. I'm actually going along with the diet plan eating more breakfast than dinner or lunch because basically... The later it gets, the more sick I feel. Eating in the morning seems to work out for the better.

Well I'll be seeing you all! Good luck to everyone losing weight!!